norita teo.

nutass!

2012-01-21T01:33:00.000+08:00

Whooooops, forget about my previous posts heheh i was drunk every now and then yeap so hahahaha okie random post about what 'nutass' means! Hahaha. Really some random pic i took from twitpic, aites, lazy connect my hp. Oh, and all the best to all waiting for results of school-postage! Muah, adieus! ;)

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I am?

2012-01-20T02:28:00.001+08:00

Okay tbh, it's my fault but.. I didn't expect you to say such things about me. Lolol. Selfish, money-faced, demanding, self-centered, low EQ, unreasonable, never spare a thought for others, always accusing people, typical-minded, unappreciative, can't tell between right or wrong, always want things to go my way, never put myself in others' shoes, disrespectful, never talk before i think.. Why does it sound like I'm some stuck-up gal. Haha, maybe i am? Idk. Though there are some true points, haha. I really don't think before i talk so maybe i did hurt people w/o realising, and maybe that's why i have low EQ? I don't know, i somewhat refuse to believe that's me. Maybe i can't face reality? But a few days ago i dreamt of someone saying these to me. Last night i dreamt of someone else saying it too. But the worst part is when you said. "Don't think you know me, i dislike you but i can't be bothered to tell you." Lolol, that sucks big time man.. Someone always tell me, "That's what you assume, norita." Yeah i should stop assuming you liked me.. I just realised that there's nothing about me for you to like anw.. And i always get you into trouble right? I didn't mean to involve you. I don't know what my problems have gotta do with you. Fighting with them.. Somehow they bring you inside the story, and idk why too. No wonder if you'll hate me, i've been nothing but trouble man. "Please la, next time you make me angry, I won't only shout, but i swear I'll never talk to you forever!" I never thought you'll say that. Never. I must have been such a pain in the ass. The only good thing about me is that I'm smart..? How is that even a value..? Am i even that smart? When i was sad about my results, all you can do is compare me and you.. And them too. All they did was compare me and everyone else. When they finally asked me what course i went to.. He had to cut in and talk about his pain on his arm. When i went to my room no one bothered to even call me out again. So i sat there hearing you guys talk. Tsk. And also.. Everytime i see you & him fight, i pray you two will stop fighting. But everyday, you pray to god that He will open my eyes.. Y'know you're the only person in this house i can talk to..? I know she hates me, i saw her draw everyone except me, saying she hates me. He always compare us, saying, "Aiya ask you for what, she's better than you. If only she's here." The other he, well you told me he doesn't like me.. The other she, no need say, we fight almost everyday. The last he, always say i'm the black sheep. the odd one out. And now.. you can't even be bothered. I definitely have attitude problem if that's the case. Can't be guys just dislike me right. Maybe i complain too much? Too sensitive? I don't know.. But all i know is that I've been trying to change.. I try to be there for all of you too, but you'll just keep telling me "You will never understand anw" every time I see you guys fight. When i told him the truth abt that girl, he told you, "I know nothing." Maybe i really suck at comforting you'll but i tried.. But everytime i cry.. All they will ask is "Wtf you crying, i die is it?"..Idk I really tried my best to change and put myself in other's shoes. I try to be there.. I try to be more patient, I tried to change. Well you guys always make me feel like a burden, i know all of you talk about me a lot when i'm sleeping. I heard it all. I know you guys dislike me. But do you have to bring up that..? Fuck I've been spamming. Hahaha. It really hurts but i don't know where to turn to.. I don't want to call someone up to listen to my problems coz that'll make me self-centered..? I don't know. There really wasn't anyone for me to rely on from the beginning. That's.. pathetic. Now, blogging this? Fucking pathetic. I'm fucking pathetic but srsly, i'm lost. What should i do..? So tired.. Somehow.. In this house, I'm always the root of all problems. So what am i supposed to do..? Even when i stay at home every day it doesn't make any difference. I really don't know what to do, i don't know anything. All I know is that i'm very immatured & cowardly. I can't solve anything and all i can do is cry. I know i'm pathetic, i know this is fucking lame. Tsk.. What i know the most is that it hurts so bad..

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S3t fir3 t0 th3 r4in!

2012-01-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

I've gotta save money and get my nose operation done asap. Every night i suffer man, the infection's getting bigger. I can smell blood/iron/pus the whole day long and breathing through my mouth caused sore throat omg that srsly is like a fml story lolol. But honestly I'm kinda scared. Okay i shouldn't be a wussy it's just a mortyforkin nose hahaha. Y'know i got some serious shit going on with me. I think.. Ok I gotta calm moi tits.

Ciao!

Look.

2012-01-16T03:46:00.000+08:00

Before it's all too late.

sometimes beginning's aren't so simple, and goodbye's the only way

2011-12-27T04:32:00.003+08:00

I miss a fucking lot of people. I feel very disconnected out of a sudden. If you're there, at least lemme know will ya? (yn)

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tsk

2011-12-25T03:21:00.000+08:00

So.. life? Well. A lot happens but Twitter ain't the right place to say it. Neither is my blog. Not trynna stay mysterious but I'm just curious till when someone will wonder. Hahaha. I also wonder, if I stop acting all immature and fooling around, do serious talk all the time, it'll really suck. So yeah nothing happens, just gotta keep smiling no matter what. Act like nothing is wrong.

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Fucking shocked.

2011-12-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

Cute right, my Gene. :) Lolol I just found out smth and I'm shocked beyond words.

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wei.

2011-12-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

"Okay I can't pronounce Chinese names well so I'll give you an English one. Since this dude here is Glenson, I'll call you Anson."
"Okay yes norita, then you must be Newson. (nuisance)"

LOLOL this made me laugh so hard. Hahaha so anw work has been fun. Tmrw's my last day at ion. Oh well bye-bye :') Yknow I always say I never lied to ya except for the first day right? Well, recall what I said then. ;)

Oh ya Saturday is coming soon. Shit I haven't prepared anything too busy with work. Where do I get a damn mp3 player someone tell me. Hahaha to tell the truth I terase abt the heart pounding so fast wtf after awhile I wonder what was I thinking hahaha I really making a fool outta myself. What the fuck norita lolol I gotta stop dreaming. No, srsly. Hahaha okay time to sleep.

At the end of the day I just wonder why am I so worried about being seen with any other guys when you're around. That's fucked.

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deeper conversation

2011-12-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

I wanna say soooo much but I can't find the courage to open up anymore.

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Aloha December!

2011-12-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

"Once you've found a bird with a broken wing, you'll cage them up. You can choose to try mend their wing or you can just leave it be to heal slowly. If you try to mend it it kinda gives them the hope they'll be able to fly someday or you can let it be and just provide food and water. Hey, if you managed to mend it, after they can fly I'm sure they'll choose to be around you all the time cause they would really like you. But if you'd left it be, once they have felt the slightest chance they'll go. They'll feel grateful but they'll never return cause they don't feel the need. It's not like like you care, but more like you only pitied them."

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I VERY SAD LEH!!!!!

2011-11-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

BIG BANG NEVER WIN THOSE THEY NOMINATED. BEAST ALSO. FML I'M GONNA SUPPORT YOU GUYS WHEN YOUR NEXT ALBUM COME OUT. IN FACT, I'M GONNA GET YOUR TONIGHT SPECIAL EDITION. MUA MUS MUACKS <3

Okay another problem is suzie told me after sembawang roadshow I'm transferring to vivo or tampiness. I said no to orchard ion duh omg if liddat 0% sales lol. I won't mind getting expo too. Okie anw I transferring on Saturday, instead of Monday. :( Saturday and Sunday's the only days the cotton on boy will come so yeah bye-bye T________T

Oh yesterday work was also the last day with Aisyah. Alamak I'm gonna miss her too. WTF IS THIS. She also last day yest. But I had fun ah. In the end mad girl pushed me in a giant trolley down the travellator at GODSPEED!! LOL I WAS SCREAMING ALL THE WAY AND NEARLY CRASHED ONTO OGAWA. Okie so I met this S.Cottage guy who keeps saying about zss uni @$&?!&%? But it was fun joking around LOL I chase his customers away whooooops. Gonna miss the air con he sells. Ohoh! Akai told me this story about gaining longevity at this cave in Thailand. Must capture one Male & Female Ginseng to enter. So I adked how to differentiate. And he told me to look at the figure. So I started imagining Ginseng with balls and also Ginseng with books LMAO DISGUSTING IKR. Okay I'm gonna miss everyone at SSC tmrw last day and Friday my last half day :(:(:(:(

I hope I'll meet nice crazy weirdos like myself at my new workplace man ;)

Hey. This happened in last year Feb, and May too. I just re-read my past blog posts. Twice bitten thrice shy I guess..?

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work!

2011-11-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

Fucking tiring sia work. Nvm I'm glad I met Ah Kai and some random ACJC dude. He told me to forget about JC. His dad too. So at least now I know where I'm heading ya. Anw sales is super bad idk why I'm so demoralised but wtv i'm sure sales will go up up up!! Hahaha now at sembawang every day can see cotton on cutiepie omg I sound like a pedo. Okay Im gonna transfer soon by 1st December. Sembawang so far T.T Bai bai cotton on guy :(

Oh l was looking at music scores during work on Friday on Ah Kai asked If I wanna join music school. I said 'Impossible ah, Singapore musiciand hard to maintain career' and he said.. "start from small and grow." Okay idk why but when he said that got this weird feeling like I really can make it. Somemore that day I super demoralized cause when I went compassvale secondary their alumni power sia then I come to help them perform in the end I feel like nuisance to Sean since he must tune to me :( Dk la. Idk.

I everything also demoralized. I totally lost my confidence I swear and idk why :(

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Mad Teo.

2011-11-24T00:39:00.001+08:00

I think I went too deep I forget how its like to breathe again. When I care I really do when I don't I really don't. When I walk away I really will never turn back. I guess I'm just an extremist. The fact that every word means a lot.. hmmm I must be super down-to-earth. Okay crap one thing I can confirm is I'm not humble okie dokie bai bai ^^

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Enough.

2011-11-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

Enough. I really give up. Tonight you made me shave. Heh only you would understand what I mean by shave right? Hahahaha like I said today, it's now or never. There won't be a next time. Cause enough is enough.

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KFC!

2011-11-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

I WANT SOME KENPACHI FRIED CHICKEN!

OKAY LMAO THIS DUDE FROM BLEACH NAME IS KENPACHI. SOUNDS LIKE KENTUCKY EH.

Okay anyway I sent my sister off to China yesterday and only managed to catch two hours of sleep before MCQ so you could imagine how disaatrous my science is but how amazing my guessing skills are now LOL. Okay, happy birthday to the two of yer. Have a good one eh. ^^

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Afloat.

2011-11-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

Lol today miss tay said something that fucked my mind. Nah not gonna share. Toodlz!

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